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After it had been just a month since the stalk wart under my left eyelid fell off after conscious resolution (see other experience report), I suddenly noticed another stalk wart - this time on my right upper eyelid. It must have appeared very suddenly, as I had previously photographed and documented my eyes extensively because of the other eyelid wart. So it must have grown within a few weeks, and it grew again after I first noticed it.
On closer examination of the photos, I noticed that I had actually had a small bump at this spot for many years beforehand - i.e. it looks very much as if the actual, causal conflict had been many years ago and had now been triggered by a new recurrence, so that further growth occurred.

SBS and conflict content
This is a so-called fibroma, also known as a stalk wart. Conventional medicine: “Although commonly known as stalk warts, they are not warts in the true sense of the word. It is - histologically - a benign mesenchymal tumor that arises from the proliferation of fibrocytes.”

Fibrocytes are cells of the connective tissue, i.e. it could be an SBS of the new-mesodermal connective tissue. The content of the conflict is then a small localized self-esteem collapse. As there is an increase in cells in the new-mesoderm only in the excessive healing at the end of the conflict-resolved phase, it would therefore have to be a case of suspended healing with several recurrences. In this case, the stalk wart would have to be regarded as a residual condition purely in terms of the rules. This is contradicted by the fact that, in addition to my own, there are various other case reports where a fibroma has fallen off after conflict resolution, i.e. has regressed.

A more likely possibility would be that it originates from the old mesodermal sclera and thus causes cell growth in the conflictive phase - in this case the content of the conflict would be a local “attack/spillover” conflict.

The localization on the upper eyelid indicates that although it is not directly related to vision, it is connected to it. For example, an attack/bruising or a drop in self-esteem because you “couldn't close your eyes” or couldn't manage to look at something (“open your eyes”). In other words, in connection with the function of the eyelid to protect, open or close the eye.

For me, the right side is the partner side.

Cause
The causal conflict or recurrence could not have been long ago and I was able to identify two situations:

First, a week before I noticed the symptom, my son got a relatively large insect into his eye, which caused him terrible pain for an hour and where I tried everything I could to help him get it out of his eye. However, my left eye should have reacted, unless for some reason I reacted locally rather than laterally.

The second possibility, which I think is the real cause, is the following:
20 years ago, someone I knew had to have a part of their body amputated. For me, the idea of the scars was horrible and I was afraid of seeing them and possibly not being able to look away in time - in other words, the fear of a visual attack/defilement. It is quite possible that this was the cause of the conflict which the first growth occurred, but I never consciously noticed this and only now saw it by chance in a photo of 2 years ago.
On 25.10.24, two weeks before I noticed the suddenly grown stalk wart, I saw a photo in a medical telegram group where someone had exactly this amputation - and had to look at all the corresponding scars there because I couldn't look away fast enough. In fact, it wasn't as bad as I had feared, but due to my previous imprinting, it was emotionally charged beyond normal levels, so I realized right then that I might have activated a SBS - I had even made a note of the event in my calendar in case it was relevant. In this case, the SBS I had at the time was strongly activated again for a short time, so that the stalk wart became more than four times bigger and therefore noticeable and disturbing within two weeks.

Resolution
Since the resolution of the other stalk wart was so successful before, I did the same thing again: I made myself realize that it was impossible to close my eyes in time because, after all, I could only know after seeing it that it was the image I didn't want to see.
I also made myself realize that it is no longer particularly bad for me and that the situation from 20 years ago is over. I even considered looking at the picture again in peace and finding my peace with such scars, if necessary.
Afterwards, the stalk wart became increasingly dry and hard over the next few days. Somehow I had to fiddle with it all the time and often rubbed it over my eyes when I was tired - then it fell off. I would actually have liked to have waited until it fell off on its own without any mechanical action, but I strongly assume that this would have happened a few weeks later - because if it had still been cared for normally, it wouldn't have simply fallen off even if it had been rubbed and would have remained very soft. This is a clear indication that the dissolution was successful and the stalk wart was in the process of regressing.

Interesting: It is now as it was before the recurrence, i.e. the 20-year-old elevation has not (yet) dissolved.